Its been 3 months (according to Blogger) since I wrote something. Life has really slowed down. I rarely go to college and 'studies' is a word that has left my dictionary. I think I've really become indifferent towards my own life and the activities that 'matter' (as parents tell us).
a) First was CAT. A bloody 97 percentile, all thanks to a little misunderstanding in a set. IIM dreams down the drain. And the idiot that I am, I didn't apply anywhere else, thinking that I shall gather some valuable 'job experience' first and then write the exam again. But the economy had other plans for me, na? Then was XAT. Repeat performance of CAT. Yet, it produced not particular reaction/effect in me.
b) Happy with my L&T job, I skipped all the other companies. But as the year passed, news from lands far and beyond brought fear to the heart of some. Not me though. I was confident that I would not get the much feared 'reject letter'.
c) I didn't get a reject letter. I got a deferment letter asking me to look for other options to "forward my career". So much for my confidence. But my reaction was still the same.
Even after several scoldings and desperate phone calls from home, I still remain the same indifferent me. Now that I'm prepared to sit almost jobless at home, I'm being forced to listen to whatever is being said to me ("You had your way in college. Look what it led to. Now you listen to us!").
All the farewells have been done with.Currently, I'm only looking forward to my last ever month in college.